this is kate
she is my best friend
she is on her way up north
north is very far away

i love her


because it's sat and i'm home

Can you do this without deleting any questions?
of course

What comes to mind when I say 69?
creakily rocking on porch swing... in one of those mexican dresses.

Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy?
yes. i don't deal to much with caring how others see me.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
no. i've actually tried.
but i got all confused around the "get rid of the body part",
by that time i'd forgotten why i wanted to murder this person.

What do you have pierced on you?
ears. once.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Who knows your secrets?
i don't have secrets. seriously.

Do you straighten your hair?
no. bah!

Has a good friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
*crinkles nose in order to evaluate better*
there are people who melted away because of life that i would have enjoyed knowing better...
but not really anything definite.

How old will you be in 4 years?

Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
this doesn't apply to me since i don't do the "top friends" thing

Was today a good day?
today was long and seemed like a succession of days.
but they all had their good moments and i am content and thankful.

Will tomorrow be?
tomorrow is the reason i know what "good" means.

Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
yes and yes

Are you happy right now?

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
no. i'm the oldest that's my right alone.

Do you like being home alone?
from my four experiences:
yes! it's like watching yourself in a dream.
all silent and still.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
friendship and *theglare*

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
if i knew that i wouldn't trust them.
but probably.
i tend to put trust in those who enable my weaknesses...
this, time has shown, is a plan reft
(the opposite of 'bereft')
with fail.

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
i would hope to have not escaped from those i'm in

Do you have anything that belongs to a partner or an ex partner?
define partner.
we are human and we leak onto others.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
a few weeks ago.
seeing your sin is hard.

Do you argue with people often?

What would you say if a girl told you they were in love with your brother?

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
doesn't apply

Have you ever had a school picture turn out absolutely dreadful?
no school photos...
oh actually when we "started school" we did take one photo.
i love that photo.
my little clasped hands...
eager for math and reading.

Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
i think of texts like pigeon carriers.
sometimes the pigeons get lost.
sometimes they see a juicy hotdog morsel.

Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
sommer, mercy, vangie, mom, papa.

Would you ever date your number one on myspace?
not applicable

Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?

Do you act differently around the person you like?
if you knew this why would you act differently?
and again, not applicable.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
never dated.

Who's shoulder did you last cry on?
also happens to be the only shoulder i've cried on.

Where did your last hug take place??
kneeling in the kitchen.

Have a best friend?
i always use that term with a novel shock.

Are you tall?
very average.

Ever received a really long apology?

Do you want kids?
is the pope catholic?

How are you?
healthy, blessed and thankful.

Guilty about something?
but only because i'm particularly adept at being oblivious to my guilt.

Ever done something illegal?
sure and have the driving tickets to prove it.

Do you have any friends whose parents won't let them hang out with you?

Have you had strong feelings for someone this year?
i have strong feelings toward everyone i care for.
and i care for a lot of people.

Have you ever fallen asleep while talking to someone?

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
boy hoodies always work better.

Think of the last person who said I love you to you, do you think they meant it?
well i darn well hope so.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
since she sleeps in the same bed.

What can't you wait for?
i can and do wait for everything.
now the question
"what do you WISH you didn't have to wait for"
would be answered differently.

What woke you up this morning?
a *ping* from my phone.

Who was the last person you fell asleep on or rested on?
in the car.

Who was the last person to call you?
warning he was coming from the pool with cold, wet, hungry children.

Do you drink more water or juice?

Are you there for your friends?
that would be a goal

How different are you from three years ago?
*thinks back that far*
2006... i was 20...
that year.

Do you hate being alone?
i hate being lonesome.

What's your favorite color?

Do you get along with girls?
much better now than i did when we were more girls than women.
it's been an evolving thing:
mostly dependent on me being less of a snob.

What are you doing right now?
listening to YouTube music videos.
wiggling my toes to the music.
enjoying the clacking/clicking of the keyboard.

Do you think you're old?
having older friends is the surest way to feel your youth.
because they are a few years ahead and still so young.

Are you afraid of the dark?
only when i'm afraid of something else.
but usually i love my inky air.

Do you like your life?
i would be an idiot not to...
and there are idiotic moments.
but i'm quite sane now.

Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
it's not pleasant.

Do you have good vision?
you mean physically or for the future?
yes and no.

Have you ever lost a friend?
both to death and life.

Did you have a dream last night?
i always dream.
last nights i can't recall now.
but i remember waking up amused.

What should you need to be doing?
that sentance was horribly structured.
nothing needed...
probably some shoulds though.

Can you handle the truth?
i do much better with truth
than the time where God is preparing a path
for the truth to make its way down.

What time did you wake up this morning?

How often do you talk on the phone?
it depends.
a lot when my best friend has the indecency to leave the state.

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
only surface like.
it's hard to be truly frustrated when i can ALWAYS "see your side of the coin".

Have you made a prank phone call?

Do you use chapstick?
i wear lipstick close to never.

Do you like your hair?
i happen to think my hair is my crowning glory.
and yes i know how conceited that sounds.

Have you ever broken your arm?
does carpel tunnel in both wrists count for something?

Full House or Brady Bunch?
Brady Bunch makes my eyes go wide with laughter.

Do you have any scars?
small ones.

Do you have a friend that starts with the letter Q?
this makes me want to name my child
"Quentin" or "Quetzalxochitl"
(yes that is a real name)

What month and year is it?
july 2oo9

Do you love someone?
most of them live mere footsteps from my bed.
that's something to be full of joy about.


had lunch with Colebear
he's grown so big and smart!



not sure what to think about that
so think i shan't